it's 4 AM on a school night
现在是一个上学夜的凌晨四点
100 calorie life
100卡路里的生活
Making sure the set ups just right, just right
确保设备都完备无误,完备无误
Burning every bridge that I grace
烧毁所有我点缀的桥梁
Making sure that I feel pain
确保我感到痛苦
Getting in a bitter headspace
进入惨痛的顶空
At this pace I'm ready to go
用这个步伐我准备好出发()了
I know your craving for a brand new low
我知道你渴望一个新的低点
I'm ready to go
我准备好出发()了
To halt my growth and put on a show
去停止我的成长(),将这放上一场表演
To you I'm better-better-better off worse
对你来说我现况更差是比较好-比较好-比较好的吧
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
你在伤害太深无法承受的时候才会倾听
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
就像我现况更差是比较好-比较好-比较好的吧
My happiness is never cared for
我的幸福从未被关心过
Over-analyze my broken heart
过度分析我破碎的心
As the tempo kicks up a notch
随着节拍提升一个档次
'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
因为我现况更差是比较好-比较好-比较好的吧
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair
你只会喜欢我在这绝望的漩涡
No, we must go back
不,我们一定要回去
Go back to 'my' roots if you could call it that
回到“我的”根源,如果你可以这样叫它的话
Go back to the hurdles that I've already passed
回到那些已经跨越了的障碍
Reliving them over and over
一遍遍地重温它们
And when there is closure
而当这终于停下来了()
We gotta go bolder
我们要去变得更大胆
I'm ready to go
我准备好出发()了
Because I know my woes are a product to be consumed
因为我知道我的不幸是一个待消费的产品
Now you're running low
但是你()已经快用完了
I know you want something new
我知道你想要些新的东西
But what else can I do?
但我还能做些什么呢?
Oh, what else can I do?
噢,我还能做些什么呢?
To you I'm better-better-better off worse
对你来说我现况更差是比较好-比较好-比较好的吧
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
你在伤害太深无法承受的时候才会倾听
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
就像我现况更差是比较好-比较好-比较好的吧
My happiness is never cared for
我的幸福从未被关心过
Over-analyze my broken heart
过度分析我破碎的心
As the tempo kicks up a notch
随着节拍提升一个档次
'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
因为我现况更差是比较好-比较好-比较好的吧
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair
你只会喜欢我在这绝望的漩涡
Better off recovering than recovered
治愈中总比痊愈了更好
Better off hurting than to have hurt
现在还在受伤害总比曾经被伤害更好
Better off in the dark than in the light
身处黑暗之处总比身在光明之处更好
Better off near death than be alright
濒死总比没事更好
Bleed out for audience approval
流干血液以获取观众的认可
Tragic, but perfectly on schedule
悲剧性,但完美遵循计划
You think by now that we would have learned
你一定认为我们到现在已经明白了
Behind every piece of art is a human to be heard
在每件艺术品的背后都是一个待被倾听的人类
But I'm still better-better-better off worse
但我现况更差是比较好-比较好-比较好的吧
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
你在伤害太深无法承受的时候才会倾听
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
就像我现况更差是比较好-比较好-比较好的吧
Rejecting change to keep you there
拒绝改变以将你留下来
Because I'm better-better-better off worse
因为我现况更差是比较好-比较好-比较好的吧
You listen when I'm running out of time
你在我快没时间了()的时候才去倾听
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
就像我现况更差是比较好-比较好-比较好的吧
The mourning of one still alive
一个对活着的人的哀悼
I oversimplify the tears I cry
我过度简化那些我哭出来的眼泪()
While you tear them down line by line
当你在把他们一行行的撕下来
'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
因为我现况更差是比较好-比较好-比较好的吧
You only ever like me-
你只会在-
Only ever like me when I wanna die
只会在我想死的时候喜欢我